Friday, September 19, 2008

Healing

Kiska-o,

I know you may feel that all hope is lost, that your new mom and dad have given up on you and that you may never find each other. Don't despair. They need some time to heal from their first trip to find you. Your dad especially needs to heal. He is bitter and disillusioned and he has every right to feel that way. The people who took advantage of their good intentions and hopeful hearts should feel the pain your parents are feeling right now...and then some. But the desire to find you will out weight the pain. So stay strong Kiska-o. Round two will come.

Love,

Auntie JJ

Friday, September 12, 2008

Heartbroken

Kiska-o,

Your parents are heartbroken that they didn't find you on this trip. It was a nightmare from the moment they stepped foot in the Ukraine, and it will continue to haunt them upon their return to the US. We can't always see why things happen or turn out the way they do until we get down the road from them a bit, but I am still convinced you are out there waiting to be found. This search for you has affected so many lives. None of us will ever be the same, especially your parents. It's a hard thing not to have a child. I know. Many people know. But not everyone tries as hard as your parents have tried for you.

There is a line in the play/movie of Fiddler on the Roof when the Jews are being expelled from their beloved town of Anatevka. They say to their rabbi..."Rabbi...we've waited all our lives for the messiah to come. Wouldn't now be a good time?" And the rabbi says, "We'll just have to wait for him someplace else." That's they way it is here. Your parents will have to look for you someplace else. I hope and pray that they have the strength to do that.

You need to stay strong Kiska-o. You will be found someday. Maybe your name is really Sally..or Luigi...or Pierre...but you're out there. And someday your parents will find you. Stay strong. Keep believing. And whenever you are found, I will decorate your room for you any way you want.

Love, Auntie JJ

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Showdown

Kiska-o,

Your mom and dad are at the last showdown trying to find you in the Ukraine. The thing you need to know is that we're about as west as you can get here in California...so we are sharp shooters from way back! And if my dad, Bond Jobie, were still alive, he be telling them to shoot from the hip! They are trying every avenue they can to find you...so you need to come out in the open. Channel your energy to move the players into line who can connect you with your parents. It's a lot of politics and red tape...but bringing you and your parents together is worth it. Now is the time little one! Make it happen!

Love,
Auntie JJ

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Still Believing

Kiska-o,

I'm still believing you're out there waiting to be found. May all the forces that can bring you together with your new parents. Maybe you aren't even in the Ukraine! Wherever you are...you need to let them know. They are broken hearted that they can't find you. We all want you to be found...so send out the vibe!! We're listening!

Love,
Auntie JJ

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Keep on Swimming

Kiska-o,

Your new mom and dad have found a new power base and are taking more control of the situation! Your mom is in Click Click mode! I'll tell you about that one day! Everyone is really pulling hard for you to be found. You have Two Grandmas and Two Grandpas waiting for you back here in California, many Aunts, Uncles, Cousins and Friends. Do you know how lucky that is? Swim towards the light! Swim towards the light! Your mom and dad are waiting there for you!

Love,
Auntie JJ

Friday, September 5, 2008

Casting the Net

Kiska-o,

Your mom and dad are casting the net out again to try and find you. Through the blog of their journey, people are being pulled into your story from all over the world. Everyone is trying to figure out a way to find you! People that your mom and day don't even know are reading along and giving them advice. It's really a remarkable thing. Remember I told you that the world is very big but sometimes people working together can make it seem like a much smaller place. You have to fight now...really really hard to make yourself known. Don't let the bureaucracy and red tape hold you back! Do whatever you have to do to bring you together with your new parents.

Did I tell you about going to the pound to get a new kitty? Well I went to get one and came home with two because one started crying at me when I took her sister out of the pen and telling me that I needed to take her too! So I did! And that's how I got Tallulah Belle and Tessie Mae. Tessie was the one with the big mouth, but she is the one that loves me the most. So sing out little Kiska-o and let the light of discovery fall on you.

Love, Auntie JJ